Friday, October 31, 2014

Well.......not exactly




It was bitter. And made me feel nostalgic but you know what, im sure ill get used to it in no time at all.....Wedding night, I despised the thought of going at first and when the day ended I didnt want to leave,,,,

Cheers to my first Beer!!!

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Sup guys, what's cooking? Or should I say what's up doc? Hahah that's right we bought two bunnies, cute as hell, mixture of grey, white and black. All was well, until the second day, our mongoose penetrated the safety net and killed one right as I came out and scared it away. The other Bunny remained on the far side, trying to stay hidden. What unfolded was one of the most traumatic moments of my life... The bunny squealed in pain, as blood spat, it kept spinning in circles on the ground till finally it bid me goodbye :'(




I was so shocked I felt like crying for the first time in 5 years or so. Somehow I found the courage to dig it a grave and put planted some beautiful roses. R. I. P

By the way, I've got a Receding hairline.... And it's bad! But it's a good thing I caught it early and it hasn't done much damage yet. Goodness me if I end up like Harry Styles is headed for, Sam Allerdyce. Hopefully I won't need any sort of surgery and even more hope to god they find a permanent remedy in the near future. So I hunted online for some remedies and I'm gonna order a Hair loss Shampoo. Fingers crossed.

And guess what, I'm getting prepared to travel to Germany.... Mentally at least, reading a lot of stuff online and I think I'll love it there, gotta learn the language first though, it's not that hard honestly. Um four years a bachelor's degree in Mechanical Engineering, hey don't blame me I need something to fall back on besides music!

Xoxo



Bunnies, Hair Loss and Germany

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Yesterday I thought I was gonna die, well that's a bold way to start.

Never Google up your symptoms..... That's the easiest way to convince yourself that you're dying.

So I've been working out 3 times a day for the past month and during the past couple of weeks I noticed that my chest started paining, sometimes it got worse and sometime it got better. It really tripped me up because I always exercise about one hour daily, cardio sessions. And I'm young. So had I thought clearly I would've clearly recognized that the chances of an Angina is unbelievably low. Oh yeah, that's what Google said..... Angina.

Dad told me to neglect it and I didn't believe him but to be fair, that calmed me a bit, stopped pumping iron but switched to do or die mode... Literally.... And started jumping rope.

And to add to this I have low blood pressure which means my resting heart rate was 84 bpm, or so I thought.

In the haze of it all, internally I had panicked, although I tired to stay calm, I got the thought that death was imminent, which btw, is total BS because some sites listed that as symptoms of a heart attack. And the icing on the cake was that I had jaw pains as well, namely, my left jaw. Whenever I touched my jaw line it would hurt.

It didn't happen. And night I asked my homie Chrome whether he had the same experience, the answer..... A resounding yes.

So I guess my heart was healthy after all and before I went to bed I measured my heart rate and guess what (I may be wrong here but) it turned out to be 50 bpm. Oh wait... Maybe I should Google it up?? It's the equivalent to suicide.

So all I'm saying is livestrong but don't get too comfy, if something is really bothering ya go see a doctor.... A real one.

Workouts and Chest Pain


So….went outside….did a hairspray on my hair……put on the bands, rings. Headed straight to Food city n I was very disappointed to find that there were none of her favourite chocolates…….so I texted her and then she said its okay coz she jus wanted to see me. But then I found 3 left (Bueno’s) n bought them along with other chocz that cost me a total of 1 600.  Then I went to the next shop and bought a small gift and a teddy for her.

She came to pizza hut earlier and I was waiting for her somewhere else…..so when she texted me that she was in…I quickly rushed to pizza hut….n there she was on a corner table staring at her fone looking down. So I took the seat and forced a smile….she was soooo shy then that she talked very little and told me to ask her something then she ll answer. So I asked all sorts of questions like do u celebrate xmas, have you bought tickets, what color youre hair….n she replied quite shyly. So I went and ordered a medium sized pizza and 2 fantas (her favourite).
The order took some time to come so we just talked and talked. Occasionally we would each others eyes and smile. Then we started eating and both of us found it very hard and laughed wen I accidently sent a piece flying!
Their dad was home so I thought he ll go by 3.30 but wen 3.30 arrived he was still home. So I asked ______when he s goin. So we had nothing to do so we went out and had an uneasy conversation.
We had no place to go (coz I was planning to go home but dad was home) so we decided to go to food city again but I could see in her face she didn’t like it when ALL  of the bypassers stared at us. So I took her on a 3wheel. We went to foodcity and I asked her to pick something. While she was picking I took a call to anjani and asked her what to do coz her dad was still at home. She suggested walking in the paddy field next to her house. So we both got on a 3wheel and went to the paddyfield. On the 3wheel I gave her presents and she was SOOOO happy!!! We talked along the way and I could feel that she was more comfortable now coz it was near her home territory. And it was her first date.
So while we were on the road ______ (ex) and _____ came in bikes. She got soo scared but me and _____ jus smiled when they passed us. She got so worried then that after that she was like scared of any boy who came in the road. So we had nowhere to go and _____ said her dad was sleeping!!!!! We stayed in the field and it looked like it was gonna rain. Only I had an umberella and she said he liked getting wet…so I told id leave her and ill stay under da umberella. Den she was like we ll share the umberella.

So we walked up and down the paddy field and then ____ came with earphones listenin 2 music and she said that sh ll go home wit her. So we said bye…….and an awkward gesture….like a half committed kiss.. like making that face to kiss when we were like 1 feet away….but I swear the faces came so close…I think we were both embarrassed but I turned…and came….




Plus Heres the actual telephone conv. :-

And A rare video :-


Disaster Date 1st : Almost

So I was sipping some juice when a juicy idea washed over my brain. How to Beat a bully, what's fascinating is the fact that us humans can connect two otherwise totally opposite ideas and make a composite. That's exactly what happened.




So without further ado, I present to you 'How to Beat a bully in 2 steps', behold

Scenario :

You're talking to a girl when your bully appears out of nowhere, without warning he choke holds you and starts demanding why you were talking shit about his mom, his fists clenched ready to make a knuckle sandwich, you're palms are sweaty, knees weak arms are heavy.... so what do you do now?

Simple

1) Pull out your iPhone ASAP and simply direct it at your bully
2) 'this shit is about to go viral' yell out loud
Okay so this isn't exactly foolproof but there's a good chance that it could actually work since today's society celebs included all work against bullies with numerous social campaigns, so the last thing your bully needs is to be bullied online when the video actually goes viral, given that you're recording and give you've got a broken tooth. Cheers!

How to Beat a Bully in 2 steps

Saturday, October 4, 2014

We are often defined by the bar we set ourselves. That bar totally determines what we achieve in life, how great we become, how ambitious we are.

I set the bar very very high when I was very young and guess what it paid off handsomely. Although it hasn't always been that way since my last few posts discussed where the lines are blurred between setting the bar high and building Castles in the sky. So let me take you guys through the process :-

1) Parents tell us to set the bar high when we are children, dream big they say, and so we do

2) As you grow up, you set certain limits, the world sets limits, you define yourself by a set of rules, now depending on how high you set the bar when you were a kid there may be more or less rules.
Ex :- Don't walk naked in public

3) At some point the truth stings like a bee. Your goals are actually far off, seems impossible to reach them. Here most people choose to give up and they do the most dangerous thing a human being could ever do, They become complacent and settle.
Others may choose to lower the bar, as the famous saying goes. 'Shoot for the stars, you'll land somewhere in the moon'
Well that's what I did, and by no means is it over yet.

4) The funny thing is that it's a cycle, at least for me, the bar gets raised and lowered, raised and lowered, there has got to be a compromise somewhere but if there's one thing you should pray for, is that you never find this compromise.

The Bar We Set

 
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