Friday, August 29, 2014

Don't we all just fucking hate noisy neighbors, me, I despise them, Coz the one thing that always happens to be a constant in the weekends is the huge bass and whining treble. Don't get me wrong I love the dope bass and party shit but not when the music being played is the same and is from another era itself.

Jesus help me! Of course I've always debated about buying the dude an pair of headphones for Christmas Hahah but that would never work. The thing I find amazing is that if I find the music loud from where I live I can't imagine how deaf he must be to not find it loud from where he lives. Fortunately I've never been to their house.

  Oh and this one time, there was a party next door at night and somebody found the music unbearable and called the cops, well that's a long time ago but safe to say lesson not learnt, I highly doubt it ever will be. And the fucked up part is its early in the morning too, as if someone set off an alarm.

   Well of course I could call the cops anamously but naaa who wants to be the dude in project x? Instead I'll just keep on cursing everytime a huge bass blurts out from the stereo, just not loud enough to be heard by them. Hahah fat chance they'll hear it! 

Noisy Neighbors

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Hey,  so guess what we all do? One way or another we are all stuck in daily routines,  well,  so was I until last week when I asked myself the meaning of life was If all we do is the same stuff everyday.  That opens the door for depression,  but wait,  what if you change your routines?  What if Mondays was the best day of your week, where you change everything from what route you take to what type of food you eat,  when there's room to change we get stimulated and in turn we find it enjoyable hell I found it!

  So I started this hash tag,  #ADifferenceADay where I would tweet everything I did differently daily,  even the simplest things count,  all you have to do is just change one aspect of your daily life. I find it amazing how something so mundane and simple can have such a resounding and powerful effect on your life,  feel free to join in! Cheers #$@!@#^%$^

Routines #ADifferenceADay

Saturday, August 23, 2014

September's Swag Story 2.0

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Hey guys just keepin yall in the loop
Its gonna be a 3 track very short EP.
Intro
Main Track
Acoustic

Lyrical Video gunna be released on Youtube
The beats have all finished work.
Release date TBD

Updates : EP

Friday, August 15, 2014

Talk about an unbearable beat.

Unbearable Beat

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Edexcel GCE Conquered : Results

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Value Of Money

Friday, August 8, 2014

Alternative Cover

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Kelvin Summer - 15 Minutes Of Fame

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Well, most of the time I get my ideas in the morning, when there's nothing on my mind, no worries, just free flowing. And today was no different, While doing random tasks I get these brainwaves, so I decided to jot them down. Here's one for my future hit.

   It's funny man, yesterday I had this deep depression which started with what if I don't make it, what am I doing, what is my purpose? Will I ever survive shit like that, maybe it was because of the dark clouds over our area or something I mean what's really strange is that people are the happiest at 7.45 on a Saturday. That left my mind, thank god that's back.

   It's starting to heat up man, like if you put popcorn inside a microwave I'm starting to pop inside, it's a mess. I still have no clue whatsoever, but I guess after 14th after my results maybe some light will be shed on my direction, till then kudos! 

Oh here are a few ideas. 
Recordings sound crappy as hell - IDEA


Hold Me Back

Being intelligent is a gift and a curse, man totally, that's why sometimes I just love to let go of all my responsibilities and let's others take charge. I mean intelligent people do worry a hell lot more that others, it's a fact and I'm not trying to stereotype people but I've started having episodes of anxiety which I'm totally trying to eradicate from my life, in theory it should be easy actually, always focus on the positives, before I go to bed I keep a list, I create a list of all the good things that happened in the day, that's mind training. It's all in all those famous books and stuff, the secret and what not.

   So yeah its a gift and a curse, I mean yeah everybody says you gotta study well and then you'll end up with a happy life, but how much of that is true, I mean Cmon imagine you undergo this huge stress while you're studying so Damn hard and you make it, you get a job somehow start small expand and become large but hello there's still anxiety even for the little things.  Okay this dosent hold true for when you get to go on vacation and stuff but still work related problems that decline your health.

   On the Other hand consider this teen (a friend I know) she's creative as hell, artistic, and enjoys every moment of her life as if it's her last. Does the craziest shit around, no rules  no nothing.  Okay so she may not get the dream job but  if her dream is art she's living her dream, every step of the way enjoying every moment to the max, now that's life, no rules, just fun.

  Honestly I don't know what the correct path is, if there ever is such a thing, because every person is different from each other and if I ever find the answer to that question, I'll let yall know.

Gift and a Curse

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Man its was a nervous 2 months. I had nearly 16 units stacked up some on repeat. Before the exams began I was all lazy and stuff but after the first day I met my old dudes after a month and I was amazed by their work ethic, it was no longer a matter of just trying to top the exams, it was about topping the competition, pure motivation.
That's the part I love, when people around you motivate you to do things you never though possible, for example I completely cut off all sorts of entertainment and I mean ALL.


  I even missed the NBA Finals, and I'm a diehard NBA fan. No TV, no social media, no Facebook no texting no nothing, papers papers papers, day and night. But one thing I didn't cut out was working out, playing, sweating from running miles maybe. The work ethic was there, sometimes the day before the exam I would play basketball and run few laps. Exercise helps fight depression, and with exams the stress and everything you bet depression was looming.

The thing that really pissed me off was that most of the stuff I learnt I learnt over the net, While everyone was calling each other, teachers, classes and whatnot. Naaa I didn't want none of that I didn't want my parents to spend unnecessary money when I knew I was unlike others and I could get the job done, independently. There was a time when I regretted that decision, a time when I couldn't understand shit out of some chemistry equation or reaction and it would literally shut down my brain.

   Got through the month, I remember thinking it was gonna be one tough battle but honestly it completely flew out the window, maybe I was having fun? Well some exams were shit not because I got a few answers wrong, no, but because I lost to my competition, I couldn't live with that nope. One such night after a horrible showing, I couldn't sleep, literally I was up all night and the next day this huuge pimple appeared on my face, damn. The very next day I went bald on my very long hair. Time for a makeover I decided.

   The funny thing was, after the exams were all done and dusted I struggled to remember any of my pre exam routines, so I created some new ones, ones which included much less hours of TV. See, the more hours a person spends watching TV it's usually a sign he or she is unhappy or well an addict. Same goes for sleeping early at night and late in the morning. I had this habit which I carried for almost 4 years of sleeping around 8.30 but during the exams I  used to sleep at 12.30 sometimes even waking up at 1.30 to study!

  So whenever it was 8.30 I would get veeery drowsy but I broke that habit and continued it. I've pushed it back to 10.30
Yeah well, after the exams I was much happier watching a very awesome World Cup!

Why did I just write an essay? Maybe it's because intelligent people forget often and I fear I would forget all these memories in the near future. So Kudos to that!

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