Don't we all just fucking hate noisy neighbors, me, I despise them, Coz
the one thing that always happens to be a constant in the weekends is
the huge bass and whining treble. Don't get me wrong I love the dope
bass and party shit but not when the music being played is the same and
is from another era itself.
Jesus help me! Of course I've
always debated about buying the dude an pair of headphones for Christmas
Hahah but that would never work. The thing I find amazing is that if I
find the music loud from where I live I can't imagine how deaf he must
be to not find it loud from where he lives. Fortunately I've never been
to their house.
Oh and this one time, there was a party
next door at night and somebody found the music unbearable and called
the cops, well that's a long time ago but safe to say lesson not learnt,
I highly doubt it ever will be. And the fucked up part is its early in
the morning too, as if someone set off an alarm.
Well
of course I could call the cops anamously but naaa who wants to be the
dude in project x? Instead I'll just keep on cursing everytime a huge
bass blurts out from the stereo, just not loud enough to be heard by
them. Hahah fat chance they'll hear it!
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Hey, so guess what we all do? One way or another we are all stuck in
daily routines, well, so was I until last week when I asked myself the
meaning of life was If all we do is the same stuff everyday. That
opens the door for depression, but wait, what if you change your
routines? What if Mondays was the best day of your week, where you
change everything from what route you take to what type of food you
eat, when there's room to change we get stimulated and in turn we find
it enjoyable hell I found it!
So I started this hash
tag, #ADifferenceADay where I would tweet everything I did differently
daily, even the simplest things count, all you have to do is just
change one aspect of your daily life. I find it amazing how something so
mundane and simple can have such a resounding and powerful effect on
your life, feel free to join in! Cheers #$@!@#^%$^
Routines #ADifferenceADay
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Hey guys just keepin yall in the loop
Its gonna be a 3 track very short EP.
Intro
Main Track
Acoustic
Lyrical Video gunna be released on Youtube
The beats have all finished work.
Release date TBD
Its gonna be a 3 track very short EP.
Intro
Main Track
Acoustic
Lyrical Video gunna be released on Youtube
The beats have all finished work.
Release date TBD
Updates : EP
Friday, August 15, 2014
Talk about an unbearable beat.
Unbearable Beat
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Thursday, August 14, 2014
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Sunday, August 3, 2014
Well, most of the time I get my ideas in the morning, when there's
nothing on my mind, no worries, just free flowing. And today was no
different, While doing random tasks I get these brainwaves, so I decided
to jot them down. Here's one for my future hit.
It's
funny man, yesterday I had this deep depression which started with what
if I don't make it, what am I doing, what is my purpose? Will I ever
survive shit like that, maybe it was because of the dark clouds over our
area or something I mean what's really strange is that people are the
happiest at 7.45 on a Saturday. That left my mind, thank god that's
back.
It's starting to heat up man, like if you put
popcorn inside a microwave I'm starting to pop inside, it's a mess. I
still have no clue whatsoever, but I guess after 14th after my results
maybe some light will be shed on my direction, till then kudos!
Oh here are a few ideas.
Recordings sound crappy as hell - IDEA
Oh here are a few ideas.
Recordings sound crappy as hell - IDEA
Hold Me Back
Being intelligent is a gift and a curse, man totally, that's why
sometimes I just love to let go of all my responsibilities and let's
others take charge. I mean intelligent people do worry a hell lot more
that others, it's a fact and I'm not trying to stereotype people but
I've started having episodes of anxiety which I'm totally trying to
eradicate from my life, in theory it should be easy actually, always
focus on the positives, before I go to bed I keep a list, I create a
list of all the good things that happened in the day, that's mind
training. It's all in all those famous books and stuff, the secret and
what not.
So yeah its a gift and a curse, I mean yeah
everybody says you gotta study well and then you'll end up with a happy
life, but how much of that is true, I mean Cmon imagine you undergo this
huge stress while you're studying so Damn hard and you make it, you get
a job somehow start small expand and become large but hello there's
still anxiety even for the little things. Okay this dosent hold true
for when you get to go on vacation and stuff but still work related
problems that decline your health.
On the Other hand
consider this teen (a friend I know) she's creative as hell, artistic,
and enjoys every moment of her life as if it's her last. Does the
craziest shit around, no rules no nothing. Okay so she may not get the
dream job but if her dream is art she's living her dream, every step
of the way enjoying every moment to the max, now that's life, no rules,
just fun.
Honestly I don't know what the correct path
is, if there ever is such a thing, because every person is different
from each other and if I ever find the answer to that question, I'll let
yall know.
Gift and a Curse
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Saturday, August 2, 2014
Man its was a nervous 2 months. I had nearly 16 units stacked up some on
repeat. Before the exams began I was all lazy and stuff but after the
first day I met my old dudes after a month and I was amazed by their
work ethic, it was no longer a matter of just trying to top the exams,
it was about topping the competition, pure motivation.
That's the part I love, when people around you motivate you to do things you never though possible, for example I completely cut off all sorts of entertainment and I mean ALL.
I even missed the NBA
Finals, and I'm a diehard NBA fan. No TV, no social media, no Facebook
no texting no nothing, papers papers papers, day and night. But one
thing I didn't cut out was working out, playing, sweating from running
miles maybe. The work ethic was there, sometimes the day before the exam
I would play basketball and run few laps. Exercise helps fight
depression, and with exams the stress and everything you bet depression
was looming.
The thing that really pissed me off was that
most of the stuff I learnt I learnt over the net, While everyone was
calling each other, teachers, classes and whatnot. Naaa I didn't want
none of that I didn't want my parents to spend unnecessary money when I
knew I was unlike others and I could get the job done, independently.
There was a time when I regretted that decision, a time when I couldn't
understand shit out of some chemistry equation or reaction and it would
literally shut down my brain.
Got through the month, I
remember thinking it was gonna be one tough battle but honestly it
completely flew out the window, maybe I was having fun? Well some exams
were shit not because I got a few answers wrong, no, but because I lost
to my competition, I couldn't live with that nope. One such night after a
horrible showing, I couldn't sleep, literally I was up all night and
the next day this huuge pimple appeared on my face, damn. The very next
day I went bald on my very long hair. Time for a makeover I decided.
The funny thing was, after the exams were all done and dusted I
struggled to remember any of my pre exam routines, so I created some new
ones, ones which included much less hours of TV. See, the more hours a
person spends watching TV it's usually a sign he or she is unhappy or
well an addict. Same goes for sleeping early at night and late in the
morning. I had this habit which I carried for almost 4 years of sleeping
around 8.30 but during the exams I used to sleep at 12.30 sometimes
even waking up at 1.30 to study!
So whenever it was 8.30 I would get veeery drowsy but I broke that habit and continued it. I've pushed it back to 10.30
Yeah well, after the exams I was much happier watching a very awesome World Cup!
Why
did I just write an essay? Maybe it's because intelligent people forget
often and I fear I would forget all these memories in the near future.
So Kudos to that!
That's the part I love, when people around you motivate you to do things you never though possible, for example I completely cut off all sorts of entertainment and I mean ALL.
Yeah well, after the exams I was much happier watching a very awesome World Cup!
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