Showing posts with label better. Show all posts
Showing posts with label better. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Man, it's been only two weeks and she's already influenced my behaviour. Like a monkey all I did was stare at her, why? Coz I'm allowed to, she's a German and all Germans do is stare at other people haha.
But getting back to the point, I honestly do think that she's got one of the best personalities in the world, i mean literally. She would go out of her way to thank people for things that they do to help her, and she would get anxious when someone gives her a present because she's 'not used to getting things' amazing huh?

Her attitude clearly rubbed off on me, and it's a good thing I'm willing to change, 18 and I still don't have a concrete personality, in fact I don't want one, I want to constantly evolve, improve myself and just get better day by day.


Yesterday I was at German class returning after nearly two weeks, I barely knew the guys there. During recess we went out to the cafeteria and started talking, I joined them quite late, so this guy had ordered three drinks and motioned for three more, I absolutely wasn't expecting him to buy me one as well, but naturally he did. I mean I barely knew the guy, so everyone got their drinks and started sipping and I did something I have never done before.

I went out of my way, raised my glass to him and said Thank You, quite honestly if it wasn't for Jewels I wouldn't have even bothered, I would've just sipped my drink silently as well, but I'm glad I did coz guess what it not only made me feel better but I'm guessing it made him too.

Meeting people like Jewels happens once in a lifetime I guess, a complete role model, I just wanted to be her, imitate her like a kid, I mean that's what kids do, they learn by looking at their role models, imitate them, take bits and pieces from here and there. But all this only happens if you're willing to change.

Habits : How we pick them up

Saturday, August 2, 2014

This is officially the comeback season. Better than ever before, only the best is acceptable. It's a start. Man this month is dedicated to vocals, the sheer art of hip hop and maybe a little pop and RnB in there. But as far as I'm concerned the writing process will continue throughout, it can only improve, compound syllables and what not.  I've got a lot of ideas and plans in store. The ultimate killing machine has begun it's assembly process sweet. The part I love most is that I've literally got nothing to loose but I would never forgive myself if I acquire a normal lifestyle, a mediocre job and whatnot.

  Next month I turn 18 and I'm not feeling too bad about it at all. I mean I remember when  I was around 12 wondering what the 15 year old me would look like I wanted to be an Idol for the younger me, maybe at 15 I weren't that Idol but at 18 I can tell you I'm the closest. I've done nearly all I've planned given my life a complete makeover, dropped the deadweight added the assets.

    The hardest part is always the beginning man, the start, I mean Eminem was living in such a tough situation he almost attempted suicide, he worked around 60 hours one week. I'm grateful I don't have to go through that situation at least I hope I never will but once you've laid the foundation you can build castles on top, literally. Once you blow there's no looking back, its a moment for life.
  Whenever I go through a tough period I like to go outside and just enjoy being with the sun and clouds it's a great and awesome way to relax and thoughts start flowing freely. Plus I love to retreat from the real world and enjoy some gaming to take my mind off things and sharpen my skills.

  It's amazing how many things I've tried out for. But that's another story for another time. Oh and I remember one of my girlfriends insisted that I try out for poetry.


Comeback Season

 
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