Comeback Season

This is officially the comeback season. Better than ever before, only the best is acceptable. It's a start. Man this month is dedicated to vocals, the sheer art of hip hop and maybe a little pop and RnB in there. But as far as I'm concerned the writing process will continue throughout, it can only improve, compound syllables and what not.  I've got a lot of ideas and plans in store. The ultimate killing machine has begun it's assembly process sweet. The part I love most is that I've literally got nothing to loose but I would never forgive myself if I acquire a normal lifestyle, a mediocre job and whatnot.

  Next month I turn 18 and I'm not feeling too bad about it at all. I mean I remember when  I was around 12 wondering what the 15 year old me would look like I wanted to be an Idol for the younger me, maybe at 15 I weren't that Idol but at 18 I can tell you I'm the closest. I've done nearly all I've planned given my life a complete makeover, dropped the deadweight added the assets.

    The hardest part is always the beginning man, the start, I mean Eminem was living in such a tough situation he almost attempted suicide, he worked around 60 hours one week. I'm grateful I don't have to go through that situation at least I hope I never will but once you've laid the foundation you can build castles on top, literally. Once you blow there's no looking back, its a moment for life.
  Whenever I go through a tough period I like to go outside and just enjoy being with the sun and clouds it's a great and awesome way to relax and thoughts start flowing freely. Plus I love to retreat from the real world and enjoy some gaming to take my mind off things and sharpen my skills.

  It's amazing how many things I've tried out for. But that's another story for another time. Oh and I remember one of my girlfriends insisted that I try out for poetry.