Gift and a Curse

Being intelligent is a gift and a curse, man totally, that's why sometimes I just love to let go of all my responsibilities and let's others take charge. I mean intelligent people do worry a hell lot more that others, it's a fact and I'm not trying to stereotype people but I've started having episodes of anxiety which I'm totally trying to eradicate from my life, in theory it should be easy actually, always focus on the positives, before I go to bed I keep a list, I create a list of all the good things that happened in the day, that's mind training. It's all in all those famous books and stuff, the secret and what not.

   So yeah its a gift and a curse, I mean yeah everybody says you gotta study well and then you'll end up with a happy life, but how much of that is true, I mean Cmon imagine you undergo this huge stress while you're studying so Damn hard and you make it, you get a job somehow start small expand and become large but hello there's still anxiety even for the little things.  Okay this dosent hold true for when you get to go on vacation and stuff but still work related problems that decline your health.

   On the Other hand consider this teen (a friend I know) she's creative as hell, artistic, and enjoys every moment of her life as if it's her last. Does the craziest shit around, no rules  no nothing.  Okay so she may not get the dream job but  if her dream is art she's living her dream, every step of the way enjoying every moment to the max, now that's life, no rules, just fun.

  Honestly I don't know what the correct path is, if there ever is such a thing, because every person is different from each other and if I ever find the answer to that question, I'll let yall know.