Chase or be Hunted.: love

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Monday, April 20, 2015

*tells her that I will be successful*

So Ashley, tell me....what do those beautiful marble eyes want to be, besides married to a rich, successful guy?
Hahaha, just kidding

Fantasized Pick-Up Lines on a First Date

12:16 AM blog, clever pick up lines, dating, first date, girl, hook her, love, online dating, pick up lines, smooth, tinder

Sunday, February 22, 2015

I know it's gonna come soon, bang, this September it's gonna hit me before I even know it. These days I constantly use the excuse 'hey I'm just 18' like when I drive the car and other drivers get angry or being in a social or responsible situation such as trying to guide or navigate a new surrounding. But I'm afraid that won't last very long. All these thing do serve as valuable experience and I'm grateful everyday for all the things I have in my life. But, ultimately age is just a number, it doesn't dictate how we look, who we are, or what we're supposed to be.

I've seen countless people who look both younger and older than their age, I've been with people older than me who act like children and guys younger than me who are more manly than I am. I've been with this girl, who I'm privileged to call my ex, who by the age of 11 attempted suicide, 12 or 13 travelled alone in a flight and back, who was raised by a single mother given that their father was a movie director, oh cliché! But I'm not intimidate by that, it helps me learn, it shapes who I am, I observe all those people closely and pick up bits and pieces.

So, 19, I've still got time, but what is the most important thing I need to achieve in that time I asked myself today, who do I need to be by 19? Well it's simply, given my consequences all I can do is prepare for the future :

Bodybuilding
Learning another language
Improving my personality
Attitude
Looks
Intelligence
Athleticism

I guess if I can keep doing what I'm doing right now I'd tick all the boxes by the time I'm 19, coz in the end, what I really want is no regrets.

Who should I Be? When Im 19

6:18 PM birthday, blog, countries, dreams, experiences, girls, guy, love, personality, photography, places, resolutions, swag, teen, travel, what is my purpose, who am i, who do i want to be

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Had fun at the beach, aw it was awesome, funny thing though, there were a group of guys and they started hitting on the pair, right before I showed up with my abs, well honestly I was nervous of the dudes coz there were a lot of them, mid 20s or 30s I guess and they were much fatter than me as well, so yeah before I was my own pics I thought I was like a stick figure and was nervous that the guys might approach the gals. Haha haha but funny thing, they looked at me and was laughing sheepishly and amazingly back off, and yeah I said fuck it and acted like a wolf, or whoever staring down my prey, well we soon moved further left where all the foreigners were and fitted in quite nicely, I didn't talk with her until well, sis went out to a wash, and we both were laying on the beach, and I said 'Happy Valentines' don't think she heard me so she edged closer and told me all about how there was no Valentines in Germany. 😊😊😊 Ahhh Deutschland!

Then she left the next day, another country to be conquered I guessed and amazingly I did miss her, like what happens after every major event, happens to everybody, we spend so much time, so much effort on that big thing, it comes, its fun and after it ends, the next day you lay there wondering what to do with your life, your purpose and everything.

I didn't expect it to but it happened, another good thing came and went, it's the same dull life for me for six more months. I remember the last time I felt like this, was when I broke up with my ex whom I really really loved, she's so beautiful now, I regret that of course, but like those days, my mind had nothing to think about but her, the same thing happened this time around so yeah it's really saddening. I wondered about her life, her future and stuff like that, I feel like an idiot writing 'maybe we could go on a date someday' on her friendsalert book. Ahh but life, dunno what will

Hope she remembers how I busted a nut and told her she was beautiful out of the blue. She gave some letters to sis the last day, she'll never show them to me, I probably don't need her to, I'll see them for myself!

Beach Fun & Heartbreak

9:14 PM abs, airport, beach, bikini, blog, breakup, emotions, ex, farewell, fun, girls, heartbreak, hot guy, love, summer, travelling, trips, valentines, waves, world

Saturday, October 11, 2014

So….went outside….did a hairspray on my hair……put on the bands, rings. Headed straight to Food city n I was very disappointed to find that there were none of her favourite chocolates…….so I texted her and then she said its okay coz she jus wanted to see me. But then I found 3 left (Bueno’s) n bought them along with other chocz that cost me a total of 1 600. Then I went to the next shop and bought a small gift and a teddy for her.

She came to pizza hut earlier and I was waiting for her somewhere else…..so when she texted me that she was in…I quickly rushed to pizza hut….n there she was on a corner table staring at her fone looking down. So I took the seat and forced a smile….she was soooo shy then that she talked very little and told me to ask her something then she ll answer. So I asked all sorts of questions like do u celebrate xmas, have you bought tickets, what color youre hair….n she replied quite shyly. So I went and ordered a medium sized pizza and 2 fantas (her favourite).

The order took some time to come so we just talked and talked. Occasionally we would each others eyes and smile. Then we started eating and both of us found it very hard and laughed wen I accidently sent a piece flying!

Their dad was home so I thought he ll go by 3.30 but wen 3.30 arrived he was still home. So I asked ______when he s goin. So we had nothing to do so we went out and had an uneasy conversation.

We had no place to go (coz I was planning to go home but dad was home) so we decided to go to food city again but I could see in her face she didn’t like it when ALL of the bypassers stared at us. So I took her on a 3wheel. We went to foodcity and I asked her to pick something. While she was picking I took a call to anjani and asked her what to do coz her dad was still at home. She suggested walking in the paddy field next to her house. So we both got on a 3wheel and went to the paddyfield. On the 3wheel I gave her presents and she was SOOOO happy!!! We talked along the way and I could feel that she was more comfortable now coz it was near her home territory. And it was her first date.

So while we were on the road ______ (ex) and _____ came in bikes. She got soo scared but me and _____ jus smiled when they passed us. She got so worried then that after that she was like scared of any boy who came in the road. So we had nowhere to go and _____ said her dad was sleeping!!!!! We stayed in the field and it looked like it was gonna rain. Only I had an umberella and she said he liked getting wet…so I told id leave her and ill stay under da umberella. Den she was like we ll share the umberella.

So we walked up and down the paddy field and then ____ came with earphones listenin 2 music and she said that sh ll go home wit her. So we said bye…….and an awkward gesture….like a half committed kiss.. like making that face to kiss when we were like 1 feet away….but I swear the faces came so close…I think we were both embarrassed but I turned…and came….