The Strongest holding matte/pomade hair wax/clay in the world

So I've got this really stubborn hair and guess what its a real b**** when it comes to using any styling product on it and its really thick and strong sort of like Asian hair and it would usually not hold its shape for anytime longer than around 1 or 2 hours. So naturally I wondered what the strongest holding wax or clay or pomade in the world is desperately wanting to use that product because nothing else worked for me it was so frustrating when right out of the shower my head would be super sexy after sometime outside it would just weigh itself down like an anvil being dropped on someone's head.

 

    Yeah it sucked! So I turned to uncle Google, I took to the internet and searched high and low on sites like eBay Amazon and so on for numerous reviews and ratings in my quest to find out the strongest holding Ultra firm clay/wax in the world. But soon enough I started to notice something interesting which was that most of the products had the labels 'Ultra strong hold' or 'Ultra firm hold' 'Concrete hold' or 'Super stronghold' and nearly all of them were rated by the reviewers as being either good or excellent with no real comparison between products.

  For example,some would say that the Hanz de Fuko claymation had the strongest hold ever but another reviewer reviewing something like TiGi Bed Head would write "this product has the best hold ever" so as you can imagine it was a real dilemma and there was no clear-cut winner. 

   There was no choice, so what I did was I ordered nearly all of these products and tried them on in an attempt to pit them against each other :

TiGi Bed Head Hard to Get
Oasis Mess Up
S factor creamy moulding wax
Garnier surf style hair
Gatsby Rubber Spikey Edge
Paul Mitchell Firm Style Dry Wax
American Crew Pomade
Toni & Guy Styling Fibre
Studio Lines Invisi’ Hold 24hour Natural
AVEDA men pure-formance™ grooming clay
Go 24.7 Styling Cream and Grooming Cream
Schwarzkopf 3D Mension Mattifying Cream
Kiehl’s Creative Cream Wax
Lavera Strong Hold Styling Gel
Hanz De Fuko Claymation
Hanz De Fuko Quicksand

Needless to say, this bore no fruits as all of them disappointed but soon enough something else hit me and it was the Eureka moment that I was waiting for - I started searching for some DIY homemade wax solutions and came across numerous blogs outlining the basics of homemade wax preparation. I thought to myself, 'hey why not just give this thing a shot I mean it doesn't hurt to try right and if it goes wrong I've got nothing to lose' because these were very very cheap solutions.

   The first time that I made some of my own they were okay but not that good - satisfactory but not excellent - so I decided to do some experimenting of my own because I wanted to try find out the wax with the strongest hold in the world and that was when I stumbled upon the magical recipe with the perfect ratio and frankly it blew me away!

  This homemade solution vastly outperformed all other products on the list when it came to holding power and the best part is that this product is totally organic which means no toxic materials on your hair doing damage and messing with your head. Furthermore this can be easily worn and easily washed away with some shampoo and guess what? It held my hair up much longer and firmer than any other product. It was perfectly mouldable throughout the day and some hairspray would be a match made in heaven. Oh and did I forget to mention that this product also lasts a lifetime but costs a fraction of the heavyweights?

 So without further ado here's the recipe for you to try it out yourself but always remember to always use a hair dryer before you apply the product! :

INGREDIENTS

• 3 Tbsp. beeswax 
• 1 Tbsp. Shea butter (you can substitute this with unrefined coconut oil if you like, but shea butter is less greasy)
• 1 Tbsp. jojoba oil (you can use almost any other carrier oil here, such as olive, almond, apricot kernel, or even coconut oil.)
• 1 Tbsp. arrowroot powder or non-gmo corn starch (optional, takes some of the grease out from the oils. If you like a little bit of glossy shine then don't worry about this option.)
• 2 vitamin E pills (optional)

**This may be too hard to apply if the temperature is too cold, if so, heat using a hairdryer then apply or change increase the amount of Shea Butter whilst keeping the beeswax in the same amount.

DIRECTIONS

1. In a double boiler, (I usually use a pyrex bowl in a sauce pan of boiling water as my makeshift double boiler) melt the beeswax and shea butter, stirring every so often.
2. When the beeswax and shea butter is melted, allow to sit on heat for 20 minutes to process the shea butter.
3. Mix together arrowroot powder and jojoba oil in a small bowl, until arrowroot is dissolved into the oil. If using Vitamin E to lengthen the shelf life of the pomade,  poke the vitamin E pills squeezing the contents into the bowl and let cool until hardened.
4. Remove shea/wax mixture from heat, and add arrowroot/jojoba oil mixture.
5. Using your hand mixer, blend the hair pomade until it begins to turn into a pudding/taffy like texture. (It shouldn't take too long, since there is a decent amount of beeswax in the recipe!)
6. Scoop into your designated container and store in a cool dark place.
7. Use only a small pea sized amount on hair. A little goes a long way!

The Strongest holding matte/pomade hair wax/clay in the world

9:31 PM blog, firm, strongest hold wax, ultra high

Places where you can collect an internationally shipped item (mail or parcel) as opposed to them being delivered to your doorstep

Ok imagine the scene, you're on vacation and during your break you're surfing the net when you see this hot item on Amazon or Ebay for a mammoth 20% discount but you immediately realize that you would not be staying in the same hotel for the next few days, so you wonder how you can order an item and pick it up when you don't even have a permanent address?

   

      Well now you don't have to wonder anymore because with services such as mailboxes ETC the world has become a better place. You can now order an item and pick it up at one of their offices. 

   

    Yes it's really that simple! And if you live in Europe or any other surrounding country you can have access to "pack stations" which is basically just an automated way of doing the same thing that mailboxes ETC does. Think of it as an ATM machine for parcels - which is expecially true in Germany which has one of the best pack stations in Europe where all you have to do is register with Deutsche Post and get a gold card with which you can use the adress of the PackStation and then when your item arrives at the ATM like station all you have to do is put in the card and open your locker and withdraw the items.

     Now most people would suggest that you rent a P.O or mailbox but frankly this method is much easier because it has lower fees as opposed to a monthly subscription for for renting a mailbox which can set you back around at least 20 euros a month. However the amount varies in mailbox EDC depending on how popular the city is (how many parcels are stored and what storage space is available) but it would only cost you at most around 10 euros with average prices of 5 euros the norm. 

   So I recommend you give it a try since there are available in several locations within a country and in most major cities there are around 5 to 10 offices. It's really convenient and cost-effective as well especially if you're on a tight budget.

Places where you can collect an internationally shipped item (mail or parcel) as opposed to them being delivered to your doorstep

8:46 PM blog, collect mail, international shipping, parcel

Samsung Galaxy A8 Overexposed Camera

Im not kidding, when there's too much light, the camera gets overexposed and cannot differentiate the colors correctly and as a result most of it gets washed out like the lush greens in grass. However when it comes to shooting at a more manageable surrounding with more even lighting it performs wonders! Take a look at some A8 samples below :

Samsung Galaxy A8 Overexposed Camera

11:24 PM blog, galaxy a8, overexposed camera

Im Back!! : Hello World

Hello world!

I'm back with a brand new website, those of you who previously visited treblesquemusic.com welcome back!

And those of you who are new, well, welcome!

In the past month or so I learned some valuable lessons about privacy and most important of all, about life itself

First off I had my privacy leaked or rather exposed therefore I had to shut down my Google, Twitter, Facebook, Instagram and so on. I had to erase my identity online (although technically thats never possible) and start over.

As if I've been given a second passport, a second chance at life. Worst of all was the fact that I had to erase my blog in the process as well (rename and hide more like it)

Oh and the second thing about life?

That's just the usual crap that people learn..... I'm still waiting for my visa to arrive and am sort of worried it won't make it in time and I'd have to hustle hard in the end as usual. I worry a lot but that's exactly what helps me be prepared and I consider it both a blessing and a curse.

  On the bright side I bought the Samsung Galaxy A8 and my word that thing is sexy. It's the slimmest thing ever and I love the addition of Samsung Knox to keep all my data private. Awesome, although I'm slightly worried about having my fingerprint hijacked. I mean after all they're valid till eternity. The phone does heat quite fast but it dosent overheat, it maintains that way for a long time so that's a plus.

As far as the camera, well unless you live on the sunny side of the world you're not gonna have any problems since my word this thing overexposed, sometimes the white gets blown out which makes out the green grass at home look like it's been treated to some heavy bleaching.

Still, love the battery and the expandable storage (life saver) since I hoarde apps. Hey since when did this become a tech post? It's supposed to be my comeback season....2.0?

Im Back!! : Hello World

7:01 AM blog, galaxy a8, online hazards, privacy

Funny Story : Public Speaking and the Friendzone

Oh man what a weird day.....

We headed out to a 5 star hotel to attend a Public Speaking Seminar thanks to some heavy nagging by our pops and as usual we got there early. The hotel was largely empty at that early hour so I had no trouble cooling my nerves while we waited in the lobby, me with my Xperia Z in my hand.

Amazingly though white collars started turning up at the registration desk but thankfully we found our seat next to a guy our age, 17 and after some time was joined by a girl..... A chick.... Okay a hot chick.

Within a few minutes our table was filled with eight, four of us (my sis included) and some older dudes (oh the male to female ratio). We had quite the time breaking the rock solid ice and soon enough we got our chance to speak. And me, having spoken German for so long blurted our some American accented English which provoked the guy I was with to ask if I was a foreigner. Hahaha fuck yeah I was flattered.

At the tea break we did some acquaintancing and by lunch at the quite awkward-nevertheless-classy Arabic Restaurant we ate some salad topped off with sea food and some soul sucking chatter from the girls. Yes we sat opposite to them. Damn I always make a mental note to never stay near my sis but it always ends up that way. I'd rather walk naked in public than hear her "socialize" which basically involves 99% of her own anecdote. Or maybe its just a 'male thing'

   Sadly though the chick was no different. Quite the combination. She went off about her weird brother who used to get all the girls n shit, which sparked my curiosity nonetheless. Oh and did I mention that other guy was all ears on the girls and even joined in (so much for company!), well I did too by correcting their horrible French, it's 'comment tu t'appelle' people!

The poor guy, okay half nerd, half super nerd with apparently lower grades than me wouldn't talk with me and would rather be feminized. Jesus Christ man, how could he withstand nuclear radiation for so long??? I was already choking and probably sick (half by the salad). It there something about the way girls talk that makes all guys on planet earth bored at the first word? Me? I blame it on the pitch. How can someone take someone else with an extremely high pitched voice seriously? No offense but it's the same quality that I find attractive as well, a sense of ambivalence perhaps?

The poor guy tried so hard to impress her.....so hard that I felt sorry for him, watching him put in all that effort. Don't people realize it when they get handed some barbed wire........ for the friendzone. Ahahahaha I could've died laughing my butt off if I hadn't already had thoughts of chasing after her in my quest for temporary satisfaction.

Oh and then there was this mean looking quite ugly guy (why am I hating so much?) and his friend with this iPhone, so I went over there and like a complete idiot started admiring his iPhone.  After twirling the damned phone in my hand for quite a while, it just became awkward and yeah, I left, only to catch a glimpse of this mean guy passing a wtf smile. He must've thought I was some weird Australian or smmn especially given what happened at the end, which I will come to.....at the end. 

This episode soon followed with depression due to feeling left out of the group.... Again. I mean everyone was making decisions and I had barely said a word. It was obviously my fault that I had nothing to add but I felt bad nevertheless and my usual 'pretend that your are soul-less' method didn't work since I felt too damned self conscious. Made worse only by the fact that the other guy was digging quite the hole in the friendzone. Come to think of it maybe he just wanted to be friends.... Or then again maybe not, since he asked her to text him or Smmn, not like I care anyways, by then I've realised the magic formula :

Shy girls >>>>>
Yeah now try finding a blue eyed blonde haired shy girl.

Moving on

I somehow recovered from this depression with a mammoth effort by brainstorming ideas and communicating. Oh yeah, it was that simple...........yet that hard. 

Why the hell is everything a conundrum?

Towards the end there was this weird sexual topic that caused much debate, and got even weirder when one dude, okay oldie, okay oldude started ranting about the million sperms to one egg. Like wtf? (I just hoped he wasn't hinting at the male to female ratio) It was met quite sternly with some just as strange egg comments from a female. And It dosent end there, they managed to cover prostitution, teenage pregnancy and marriage. So basically it doubled as a sex education workshop. Which was fine, since we got the most bang (Ahem!) for our buck.

At the end however we had this raffle draw offering full schols to another one of their (god knows what next time) workshop.... Why on earth would I wanna come again? - Unless they actually practiced sex the next time - so me being me, jotted down a fake name. And would you believe it? It got chosen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The host held up the mic and called for 'Kenny Cutlery' 
Oh man I had a field day, going up there and collec........ Being asked to write down my real name. **Australian guy, remember? 

Anyways I ended up transferring the award to my fallen brother in the friendzone, excuse my grammar. Ich vergesse english, und ich bin nicht ein German.

Oh and there was also this other girl, who sat on the faaaaaaaaaaar end Table. (again, ratios) I made a note to make eye contact with her just to remind myself how good I was at flirting and at first she played had to get which came off as 'why's that creep staring at me' however much to my surprise after the program ended and when we headed for tea, she was right there waiting for me. Like a magnet, always within my proximity. Maybe it was the coffee but at tea my engines roared to life and I started socializing with the older, well okay, cooler dudes in our group....oh and also mature.

There was this one guy who was down to earth the type that didnt care about his surrounding, perhaps even unaware. He wore glasses and as usual I opened up with his iPhone, which was quite the small thing with the 4.5 inch screen - he said he was loved smaller screens (I was just glad it wasn't a girl who said that....."oh size dosen't matter honey, I love them small anyway") He looked like he was in his thirties but damn this guy was 46. Yeah, that went about with the rest of the other dudes until it was time to say farewell

when I asked the chick

the hot chick

if I could.........

See a pic of his bro,

which unfortunately came out wrong and was immediately met with the dreaded "are you gay?" out loud. Embarrassingly and yet also thankfully she showed me a pic and I realized that his bro wasn't really all that good looking. Fuck me. I felt ashamed by it but brushed it away since my episode of socialising was a success.......depending on whose viewpoint you take.

  At the end we met her mother and hugged goodbye with me whispering quite cheesily "I'm not gay okay"

Let me put it this way, it was just plain awkward.

Oh and we also did some singing, moving in circles, laughing, oathing, and oh yeah ironically public speaking.

Now since I don't want this post to revolve around the chick I will now add some dots to take you as far away as possible from my embarrassments

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PS. I would've loved to have taken some pictures of how good I looked but damn the washroom was full :P

Funny Story : Public Speaking and the Friendzone

3:23 AM blog, experience, friendzone, funny, public speaking workshop, story

German Girl

Okay so not the dream hot chick I so desperately seek but nevertheless a well chick type girl walked into the cafeteria at Goethe today along with some of her friends and naturally being surrounded by locals further heightens the effect. She'll do was what I thought then.

So it was our A2 exams today and naturally I had a clean cut hairstyle and was well groomed. Strangely enough I met this cool C2 guy I always say in classes but never spoke in the bathroom. Much to my disappointment he was too friendly and his coolness just evaporated while I took a pee. He left with a aufwiederhoren that got me saying 'what ah ya' symbolic of my natural English instinct. That instagram even the main story no, not even the fact that one of the girls were so seductively dressed. No not even that.

I convinced this hot chick okay chick I saw was compelled my my image to put some effort into her own one. Namely we held eye contact for around sometime and soon enough her hands were on her loose hair pushing to tie it into a neat bun. That's when I told her that she would do. And she would do. Coz I meant something to her. Wow prince of corny Island. BP I could learn German better from someone like her.....

German Girl

8:30 PM a2, blog, deutschland, exams, german girl, girl, goethe, language, learning, mates

Feelings

Isn't it amazing how much of our confidence is built on either one or two things. The same things or people that made you feel high can make you hit rock bottom. 

What can I do?
 Wie kann ich verbessern?

Why do I feel this way like everything in my life was and is a lie the same things that helped me through are now my demons

No purpose. So uninspired

How can confidence be so volatile

Aber ich kann Deutsch sehr gut sprechen und verstehen so dass ist ein großes pluss

Gute Musik

How to feel less self conscious?

Ich wird immer eine Jacke anziehen eben ob es out of Mode geht

Feelings

11:35 PM berlin, blessings, blog, confidence, curse, demons, feelings, german, germany, life, rock bottom, self conscious, uninspired

Define Me, Destroy Me or Strengthen Me

I can let this define me, destroy me or strengthen me.

   The minutes tick slow, the people crowd in, 
my nerves ease up. For a while. 9:30 - there's been a slight delay, we begin at 9:35. I've never done a Cambridge exam and the paper format catches me off guard. I start chewing my gum, faster but eventually it fades into the background. I raise my hand, I don't know how to fill the 'component title' but the invigilator takes too much time, she's at the other end, so instead I peek opposite, a girl in a short skirt. 9:40, I've gotten off to an explosive start, I notice that part B in the first question is different from the previous ones. So I decide to do it at the end.

Wrong move.

Rhythmically my eyes take in the time

from the monstrous, green, blinking eyes in front of me. Ah my nemesis, or my saviour? I finish 80% of the paper in less than an hour. Yet my mind is clouded. I try to work out how much time I should spend on the rest. The clouds grow thicker. All routine gone. I breakdown. Panic. I finish the paper in the nick of time 9:48. 2 minutes to spare.

  But what good is finishing a paper if all you
wrote was gibberish? If you forgot to mention obvious key points? If you saw them later yet had neither the space nor the time to make amends? Truth is, it's a matter of shutting my eyes and spacing out from the world, literally.

   It's 9:00 the day before, having recognized
the importance of sleep before an exam I go
to bed early.

Wrong move.

My mind initially wanders into the prehistoric
age in 'A Space Odyssey 2001' then to a horror story, I nearly fall asleep.... Nearly. It's 12:00, after three hours of restlessness I figure out a neat trick, count backwards from 99 and reset when I hit the lower numbers. It works. But I wake up at 5:00. No turning back now.

My face is disfigured In the morning, an event
that is minisculed by my shocking malfunction. It has happened before and my no means is this the worst one. Twice I felt that I would end up with 0, Physics and Chemistry, twice I ended up with A's.

   I feel sleepy, even now, but the truth is........

I can let this define me, destroy me or strengthen me.

Define Me, Destroy Me or Strengthen Me

8:55 PM 9093, a levels, blog, cambridge, edexcel, english language, exam stress, gce, how to, igcse, o levels, passages, sleep, stress, study, writing

Fantasized Pick-Up Lines on a First Date

*tells her that I will be successful*


So Ashley, tell me....what do those beautiful marble eyes want to be, besides married to a rich, successful guy?
Hahaha, just kidding

Fantasized Pick-Up Lines on a First Date

12:16 AM blog, clever pick up lines, dating, first date, girl, hook her, love, online dating, pick up lines, smooth, tinder

Miracle Love Story (Hello Russians!)

Do girls like Italian guys? I could pretend to be, could very well live in Italy but their economy is taking tumble and besides I don't know Italian. There's this bigger picture which includes my ex. Saw her in a dream and can't get her out of my head. Last time we saw each other I had so much flaws.... So much.

 I'm better and improved now but I know that this is just the beginning there's a long way to go to achieve perfection in my own terms. I just don't know man sometimes, sometimes I dream up these really fancy and weird ideas, like what if by some miracle we bump into each other one day? Given that we currently live world's apart the chances are slim but give that I'm the type of person that would instigate and execute such a plan to make it look accidental it could happen. Then what? She's got a boyfriend or.... Well she would, no doubt but unless she's waiting for me??? Ahhhhhh no chance there as well but the last time we spoke we ended on a high and this time thinking about it I'm low. I mean I imagine, it would be the perfect fairytale if we meet in the future and then by some miracle ended up together, given the long history which intensified and climaxed in such a short amount of time it's hard to imagine what would come of us if we managed to sustain, namely if I can manage some stamina and focus on the long run. Argh this is grown up stuff man, thinking about the future but yet it's hard to feel irrelevant from this sort of thing because perhaps it happens to us all, perhaps many to all young people out there dream about the future. I want her.... For now. I hope that doesn't or does change. It makes me feel desperate but I've got choices, but my mind doesn't open up to let them in. If I focus on that goal now, it would drive me insane coz there's such a long way to go, so all I should do is focus on becoming the best and hopefully the best will become.

Miracle Love Story (Hello Russians!)

7:12 PM blog, boyfriend, chance, coincidence, dating advice, ex, fate, girlfriend, guys, italian, life, love story, miracle, modern, moscow, romance, russia, russian hot girls, russian love, women russia

Who should I Be? When Im 19

I know it's gonna come soon, bang, this September it's gonna hit me before I even know it. These days I constantly use the excuse 'hey I'm just 18' like when I drive the car and other drivers get angry or being in a social or responsible situation such as trying to guide or navigate a new surrounding. But I'm afraid that won't last very long. All these thing do serve as valuable experience and I'm grateful everyday for all the things I have in my life. But, ultimately age is just a number, it doesn't dictate how we look, who we are, or what we're supposed to be.

         I've seen countless people who look both younger and older than their age, I've been with people older than me who act like children and guys younger than me who are more manly than I am. I've been with this girl, who I'm privileged to call my ex, who by the age of 11 attempted suicide, 12 or 13 travelled alone in a flight and back, who was raised by a single mother given that their father was a movie director, oh cliché! But I'm not intimidate by that, it helps me learn, it shapes who I am, I observe all those people closely and pick up bits and pieces.

So, 19, I've still got time, but what is the most important thing I need to achieve in that time I asked myself today, who do I need to be by 19? Well it's simply, given my consequences all I can do is prepare for the future :

Bodybuilding
Learning another language
Improving my personality
Attitude
Looks
Intelligence
Athleticism

I guess if I can keep doing what I'm doing right now I'd tick all the boxes by the time I'm 19, coz in the end, what I really want is no regrets.

Who should I Be? When Im 19

6:18 PM birthday, blog, countries, dreams, experiences, girls, guy, love, personality, photography, places, resolutions, swag, teen, travel, what is my purpose, who am i, who do i want to be

Habits : How we pick them up

Man, it's been only two weeks and she's already influenced my behaviour. Like a monkey all I did was stare at her, why? Coz I'm allowed to, she's a German and all Germans do is stare at other people haha.
But getting back to the point, I honestly do think that she's got one of the best personalities in the world, i mean literally. She would go out of her way to thank people for things that they do to help her, and she would get anxious when someone gives her a present because she's 'not used to getting things' amazing huh?

Her attitude clearly rubbed off on me, and it's a good thing I'm willing to change, 18 and I still don't have a concrete personality, in fact I don't want one, I want to constantly evolve, improve myself and just get better day by day.

Yesterday I was at German class returning after nearly two weeks, I barely knew the guys there. During recess we went out to the cafeteria and started talking, I joined them quite late, so this guy had ordered three drinks and motioned for three more, I absolutely wasn't expecting him to buy me one as well, but naturally he did. I mean I barely knew the guy, so everyone got their drinks and started sipping and I did something I have never done before.

I went out of my way, raised my glass to him and said Thank You, quite honestly if it wasn't for Jewels I wouldn't have even bothered, I would've just sipped my drink silently as well, but I'm glad I did coz guess what it not only made me feel better but I'm guessing it made him too.

Meeting people like Jewels happens once in a lifetime I guess, a complete role model, I just wanted to be her, imitate her like a kid, I mean that's what kids do, they learn by looking at their role models, imitate them, take bits and pieces from here and there. But all this only happens if you're willing to change.

Habits : How we pick them up

6:30 PM bad, behavior, better, blog, change attitude, children, develop, good habits, habits, how to, imitate, kids, learn, monkeys, people, personality, role model

Beach Fun & Heartbreak

Had fun at the beach, aw it was awesome, funny thing though, there were a group of guys and they started hitting on the pair, right before I showed up with my abs, well honestly I was nervous of the dudes coz there were a lot of them, mid 20s or 30s I guess and they were much fatter than me as well, so yeah before I was my own pics I thought I was like a stick figure and was nervous that the guys might approach the gals. Haha haha but funny thing, they looked at me and was laughing sheepishly and amazingly back off, and yeah I said fuck it and acted like a wolf, or whoever staring down my prey, well we soon moved further left where all the foreigners were and fitted in quite nicely, I didn't talk with her until well, sis went out to a wash, and we both were laying on the beach, and I said 'Happy Valentines' don't think she heard me so she edged closer and told me all about how there was no Valentines in Germany. 😊😊😊 Ahhh Deutschland!

Then she left the next day, another country to be conquered I guessed and amazingly I did miss her, like what happens after every major event, happens to everybody, we spend so much time, so much effort on that big thing, it comes, its fun and after it ends, the next day you lay there wondering what to do with your life, your purpose and everything.

I didn't expect it to but it happened, another good thing came and went, it's the same dull life for me for six more months. I remember the last time I felt like this, was when I broke up with my ex whom I really really loved, she's so beautiful now, I regret that of course, but like those days, my mind had nothing to think about but her, the same thing happened this time around so yeah it's really saddening. I wondered about her life, her future and stuff like that, I feel like an idiot writing 'maybe we could go on a date someday' on her friendsalert book. Ahh but life, dunno what will 

             Hope she remembers how I busted a nut and told her she was beautiful out of the blue. She gave some letters to sis the last day, she'll never show them to me, I probably don't need her to, I'll see them for myself!

Beach Fun & Heartbreak

9:14 PM abs, airport, beach, bikini, blog, breakup, emotions, ex, farewell, fun, girls, heartbreak, hot guy, love, summer, travelling, trips, valentines, waves, world

Confidence : How to have More & Where do we get it from

Last year I discovered my hair had started receding, and I loathed over how high my confidence would've been if only I had a complete hairline. The year before that I couldn't stand the fact that I was so sunburnt, and the year before that I was too skinny.

Enter : A 19 year old German girl, skinny, 6"1, bucketloads of confidence.


                           So the mystery was, where does she get her confidence from? And where did I loose mine. To start off with let me ask myself, where did I get my confidence from? as a child  its probably when I was surrounded by all my relatives, and they would compliment my cuteness, and i would get most of the attention since I was the youngest of my family. It was that, that inspired me to dream high and raise the bar as to who I wanna be. So I guess that that built my self-esteem from the ground up, and thankfully I had quite a few episodes of bullying at school, I always considered myself good looking even though I didnt really have any solid reason apart from the fact that we started a hip hop group and would make all sorts of music videos, Ahh but then my best friends left, that little group of security was unlocked and and people dispersed. I had to find refuge in another group which was okay but most of the time just infuriating since the only person I hung out with behaved, well, almost like a child and I would find myself in all sorts of uncomfortable situations that never really stopped until school ended. It was never his fault really, it was because there were so few in our class that finding someone like me was impossible at best.


             Insecurity chipped away at me day by day and whenever we took family photos id always blame the cameras for looking bad, but then came the German, we took photos with her and I realised it was not the cameras but in fact the fault was with me. It all came crashing down, this castle of false confidence. It was really hard the next few days, went through a turmoil of emotions, posed several times in front of the mirror and what not. But somehow amazingly when it came to talking with girls, maybe flirting I found that there was no confidence lost. I asked myself why that night, and realised it was because I had always considered myself a good flirt and back in school some people called me a player. 

            So in conclusion, with rock hard evidence I might not look as good you might expect my confidence to drop rock bottom, but miraculously it didnt. Why? Its because its all in the mind, we condition ourselves by how people around us behave, coz whenever I talk to girls Id see them smile and think hey I must be good at this, even if im not. So even if I had my pants split and saw the girl smiling it would quite literally, give me confidence. 

             As is the case with the German, when I saw pictures of her before she arrived I thought she was a total social reject, I had already judged her like society would. But I was blown away by her confidence, her willingness to participate, explore and how she built her life around her self-esteem, honestly, how many tall girls can you name with low self-esteem who would blame it on nothing else but being too tall? What's more she even crouches a bit, does she mind? Fuck no! Do I? Fuck no, why? Coz she rocks it, yeah confidence is attractive. So what can you do to gain more? Stop blaming the consequences and instead focus on how you react to the consequences, for ex :- stop saying you have a fat nose, long jaws, short hair etc... instead accept it, embrace it, use it, love it, and guess what, others WILL find you attractive!  

Confidence : How to have More & Where do we get it from

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Love Story : One Moment, No Regrets : Family Jewels V Day

I checked to see where each and every person in our house was. I've been waiting hours for the buildup, the recent train ride only made me push more for something since there was no other chance. Mom was organizing our huge back packs I spent hours in the shower coz her room was next to mom's and the bathroom. I wanted the timing to be perfect, mom to be away and sis in the bathroom with running water so she couldn't hear. I was frustrated because mom was taking such a long time so I went ahead and helped her. But by the time mom was in the kitchen, sis had already stopped showering, she has ears of an..... Idk man. A tiny moment came when mom went to clean something outside, the familiar rush of Adrenaline pumped as I headed for her door but broke off in the last moment, then I kept regretting that moment, thinking about it over and over again, knowing that the next few days will produce even fewer chances. It killed me inside, so 7 o clock struck, I suggested mom watch the news and peeked through the curtains to see what she was doing, she was in her bed, suddenly mom opened the door and went out, a few seconds later I heard the sound of sis showering and I sucked in my breath and headed for her room, within a few steps I was pushing aside the curtain as I planted my feet on the ground and bent forward.


                    She was perched on the top of her bed with a pillow behind her back, black shorts white shirt. Short hair wet and to the sides, her eyes focused on the diary she was writing with a long fountain pen with her skinny hands. In such a short time I took in all that information..... I said hey in a soft voice loud enough for her to be heard, she turned and with the business as usual face said yeah in a semi loud voice. The words spurted out of my mouth almost in a cringe worthy tone, 'you're beautiful' but she didn't care, her skeletal face with swollen eyebags gleamed in the light directly above her head, as she rocked to the tone of my voice almost like a see saw in motion, a smile started conforming, it reached full bloom before her lips mouthed thank you, skeletallly. She read my volume and used a similar volume. It was between us. She clearly wasn't expecting it coz her head seemed to be taken a little backwards. She kept beaming as I let go of the curtain and into my bed sneakily. 

                    Well I'm not really sincere but after the train ride where she couldn't stop smiling and we both were staring out the same window in opposite sides. Somehow when we got home she looked depressed.... Again, I was so stoked when I saw our rabbit after a long time, she produced a weak smile. So I thought, hey why not make the rest of the night enjoyable for BOTH OF US. Hey I got what I wanted, I erased a mental block when it comes to flirting and the best thing of all is that I have no regrets xD

Love Story : One Moment, No Regrets : Family Jewels V Day

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For every guy who felt heartbroken when your girl flirted with another man

All you need is confidence man, trust me, self-confidence, that you're better than the guy shes flirting with, no just repeat this inside your head, and build a wall of false confidence, it fucking works, tell yourself that your deserve better!

For every guy who felt heartbroken when your girl flirted with another man

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German In the House

Deutscherin in unsere haus

German In the House

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Microsoft Xbox blocked VPN Servers (download games error) 360 & One

So I decided to share something that could potentially be a lifesaver... If you're the right audience. If you've ever tried downloading games through a different region because the game is not available in your region only to see the download skip to 100% and subsequently an error message, well here's the problem. Well that's because Xbox needs both the region of purchase and download to be the same. The solution? Try a VPN server, but.....

Microsoft has blocked some maybe most of the public VPN Servers, so yeah no matter what method you try, in the end when you test the connection it always fails. So be warned it's not a problem with the connection, the solution?

Try a public vpn which is harder to find, maybe one from the 20th results page in Google or the best option is... If you've got around $6 to spare in PayPal balance, head over to Cactus VPN and voila before you know it you'll be punching buttons on your controller, cheers!

Microsoft Xbox blocked VPN Servers (download games error) 360 & One

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Working on a new music project

Yup, and its awesome, not really rap but pop/rnb. Ill be sharing the lyrics soon!!!!

Working on a new music project

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Best Simple Way To Learn a Language Super Fast!!!

Think using the language

    Ill make this short and sweet, thinking using German helped me learn Deutsch super fast, its really hard at first but try translating simple everyday phrases like - The weather is good today, where am I, who is this guy?

   And youll see results super fast, just try it!

Best Simple Way To Learn a Language Super Fast!!!

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An Honest Argan Oil for receding hairline, hair loss review

I'm 18 and I noticed a fairly uncommon thing before I turned 18. One day I was looking at myself in the mirror and I noticed hair was missing on the sides. I didn't know what to call it so I convinced myself that this was how it was meant to be.

6 months gone by, I noticed the same thing another day, but this time more pronounced. So I did the worst or maybe the best thing possible.... Googled it up. Within minutes I was heartbroken. All the cures had severe side effects.

But the next day I resumed my search and somehow one product after another it took me to Amazon, and eventually it wasn't long before I stumbled upon Argan Oil.

A best selling product with excellent reviews, persuaded by this knowledge I placed and order wholeheartedly.

The first day I used the product it was awesome, no unwanted smell, easy to use and quick. To maximise the effect I used to leave it on at night before I went to bed. And sure enough after about two months I noticed small hairs peeking out of my scalp, we'll it's was very uneven but nevertheless it was there. And guess what after applying it around my eyebrows it grew in volume!

But this is not the best part about it, the best part was that because my hair had only started to recede, only the frontal area was affected which means I only use the product in this area. And guess what after nearly 3 months, I've only used up about 1/10 th of the product. Pure awesomeness!!!

An Honest Argan Oil for receding hairline, hair loss review

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Best FIFA 15 Ultimate Team Cheap/Affordable/Budget Squad for iOS/Android/PS4/PS3/PC/Xbox 360 &One

Hey guys another case of me overthinking, fixated on one thing since it entered my mind. So i wondered.....What is the best FIFA squad anyone can build which is affordable, cheap but most of all has a 100% chemistry rating and can challenge the top teams out there?

    Well first of all theres not one but limitless combinations out there and what I came up with is best for my formation, namely a 4-4-2. They way I play the game *on Android, I always beat the CPU with this system. With this formation and squad here are the guaranteed tactics for a win. Guaranteed in the sense for Android only since I have not used them in any other device.

The Squad

             Simple enough, a squad which consists mainly of Chelsea players but in terms of nationality Argentinian dominates. Do note all except Reus is from the Premier League and naturally the manager is Jose Mourihno although I would prefer if you used an Argentine manager and changed his league to EPL. Do note that the RM should be Lamela since he is an Argentine but unfortunately the Chemistry would not increase beyond 100% so I used Walcott since he has pace. Described below :


     The Tactics

1) Defend Well. If your opponent has some pacy strikers make sure you switch Gary Cahill with Luis making Luis the centreback, But number one, when you give up the ball make sure you defend, if you're too lazy, you'll loose nearly all the time. 

2) When you have the ball get it to the keeper first allowing your squad to form its shape, then pass it to Kompany, run forward with the ball and as soon as the opponent striker commits go as close to him as possible and pass it to Cahill. 

3) Now sprint with the ball and pass it on to Hazard.  

4) Double tap pass to initiate pass and go, by passing it to Di Maria

5) Dribble the ball forwards and as soon as you see a passing lane, give it back to Hazard.

6) Initiate your strikers to make a run and by timing your pass to perfection touch on the opponents box to initiate a through pass or lob into the box. 

7) Aguero or Reus will surely get there first 

8) If the opponent Centre backs catch up with you, dont pass the ball to your strikers however give it to your LM or RM. 

9) Sprint with the ball and put a low cross in or sprint to the edge of the goalkeeper's line and dramatically reverse your direction, now sprint on the line of the box making your way into the centre of the box before letting one go.

10) Or If no passing lanes appear, reset. With this method you'll always end up with more possession than your opponent.


Cheers!
     

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Best FIFA 15 Ultimate Team Cheap/Affordable/Budget Squad for iOS/Android/PS4/PS3/PC/Xbox 360 &One

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